23. Octobre

23. Octobre. 2017

I was too depressed, too much.
I was too sad, broken and frustrated.
Therefore I was in my bed for 2 days. 
eaten nothing, cried, never drunk water
I thought my life was cursed.
I thought I have one only choice - suicide.

After this depression,
I completed a birthday card.

I realized that death is more difficult to have a hope.
I don't really have any happiness or hope right now, 
but anyway I didn't kill myself.
And I think that's enough.

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